To-Do List: October 2009

02-10-2009 This is going to take some getting used to...
03-10-2009 It's a little church, hidden among the houses
03-10-2009 Waif like strangers in the garden
03-10-2009 Doomed to a life of wearing pants
04-10-2009 Rejecting nice boys for my own mental health
05-10-2009 Stop flirting with the seventeen year old now!
08-10-2009 First flies of summer
08-10-2009 Wow, you've turned from 'my friend' to 'i know a girl' and i almost didn't notice
09-10-2009 She has an irrational fear of iPhones
09-10-2009 Shampooing the oval
11-10-2009 She thinks she might want to become a minister one day
13-10-2009 It's not real life because it's not over
13-10-2009 Can totally see herself becoming a violent alcoholic if she let herself
16-10-2009 It's frustrating and upsetting how much i still miss you
18-10-2009 We will all wear watercolours as we fall
18-10-2009 Irregular sex
18-10-2009 Has excuses but doesn't need them
19-10-2009 At least you know when she's coming back
19-10-2009 Asking the hard questions
20-10-2009 Wish i had a white one
21-10-2009 Totally waiting for you to notice me again
21-10-2009 Hoping the fun doesn't stop quite so soon
21-10-2009 Staring at reflections of the sun
23-10-2009 Has a thing for kings
23-10-2009 Or the person who feels right at the time but is wrong later on
23-10-2009 How can you know if even i don't?
23-10-2009 Kinda glad we're drifting apart
24-10-2009 Write it out
26-10-2009 I just want someone to hold my hand through all of this.
27-10-2009 I love filling up the pages of your mind
27-10-2009 Hi ho king! Take me to fairy land!
27-10-2009 Midnight showering alone
27-10-2009 You and me and my mums box brownie
28-10-2009 It's like the hay-fever of mental instability
28-10-2009 Couch on a hill
29-10-2009 Stopping before i start all over again
30-10-2009 It's not romantic because it never was.
30-10-2009 It's not heartbreak because i never gave it to you.
30-10-2009 Bruises the only reminder that you were ever here
31-10-2009 Sky so beautiful it hurts
31-10-2009 Sugar crystal glass